vanilla twilight ♥

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'll send a postcard to you, dear
Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist deep in thought because when
I think of you

I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so aloneI don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
(Tonight, tonight, tonight...)

I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh if my voice could reachback through the past
I'd whisper in your ear:
"Oh darling I wish you were here"

omg omg , ILTSDFM . ♥

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omg omg , people . i hvn't been updating my poor bloggy here for ages . grr , grr ,
how could you, Joey . thankyou nicki , i'm updating it NOW . -eyerolls- bahahaha , couldn't blame it ALL on me , i mean . when you're locked down in a house which makes no diff staying in a hostel , ergh. it pissed you off big time . and by that , i mean no fone on weekdays . no facebooking on weekdays . ishh , desperate much ?
dealing with nags nags nd more nags . -tearing my face- there's just so much to sayyyyyy , nd just so little time . i will try my best to update more often . teeheee . i'm catching a bus back to ipoh later at 4 . mum's bz , dad's bz . wattodo ? :(
oh ya , i got my new converse , credits for mum who thinks it's gorgeous . bohoo for dad who thinks it's 'china stuff' . sigh . life's gonna go back to usual scadule in ipoh . if you know how being in a jail feels like , then you know how i feel . plus , i did smthg really wrong . nd now i have no freaking idea how to deal with it . i'm on a risky stage of staying as a prefect next year . SIGH . whad's next ? i could barely think .