mirror mirror on the wall

I look in the mirror and sometimes wonder who I am really. Underneath all the hair and skin and smiles and moodiness. Am I who I am?? Then I look in the mirror again and wonder why I always fall short of who I am called to be.I'm still finding myself in a way. I know where my final destination is. I don't know how to get there. Many have said that it's the journey that counts right. Heck, even Miley Cyrus sang a song about it. Then how come I wanna know NOW??Ugh I feel as if I'm being torn into two. Between what I'm supposed to do and what I wanna do. Between what I will gain and what I want but can't have.

gaygay

tsktsk gay i tell you gay X)

currently listening to ;

omg *

what's worse ?

some random fish head came and say hi . and PAUSED !

you started the whole hi thing so just create a topic or something .

forgodsake*

Let the pictures do the talking shall we .

click on the picture to get a bigger view :D

Okey . so yahh , this is all i can survive in a lifeless conversation like this .

sorry to dissapoint . HAHA!

p/s : those spaces are akward silences . tsk tsk*

currently listening to;

billionaire ♥

over

well midterm's are officially over :>
and now i have to wait for my results.
thats crap. =/

so yahh :)

fourteen ♥

haha well i'm officially 14 :) YAY WHEEEPIEEE WHOOO AHAHAHA !

got wishes from everybody :D

it was after club meeting in the morning , went to canteen to catch a drink . sat down and suddenly everybody in the canteen started singing the "birthday song". I gotta say i was sorta shock! Ahaha . andandand , cakes ♥

The cake . thankyou farah .

got teddy from mazni nd nabilah , wallet from HER , fluffy from nurinn ... Thanks guys :)

had classes as usual. teman waniey nd the rest during recess . passed by Tinieeeeeeeeee nd deq'a , they're awsome . they were shouting HAPPY BIRTHDAY at the hockey field , haha . you guys are crazy and ILYGSDFM ♥

awsome day , thanks you guys . I LOVE YOU GUYS :)

sweeeeeet :)

volleyball match turned into a dutchball match , teeeheee :D



FULLSTOP.

vanilla twilight ♥

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'll send a postcard to you, dear
Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist deep in thought because when
I think of you

I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so aloneI don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
(Tonight, tonight, tonight...)

I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh if my voice could reachback through the past
I'd whisper in your ear:
"Oh darling I wish you were here"

omg omg , ILTSDFM . ♥