I look in the mirror and sometimes wonder who I am really. Underneath all the hair and skin and smiles and moodiness. Am I who I am?? Then I look in the mirror again and wonder why I always fall short of who I am called to be.I'm still finding myself in a way. I know where my final destination is. I don't know how to get there. Many have said that it's the journey that counts right. Heck, even Miley Cyrus sang a song about it. Then how come I wanna know NOW??Ugh I feel as if I'm being torn into two. Between what I'm supposed to do and what I wanna do. Between what I will gain and what I want but can't have.
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Sunday, June 13, 2010
Saturday, June 12, 2010
what's worse ?
some random fish head came and say hi . and PAUSED !
you started the whole hi thing so just create a topic or something .
forgodsake*
Let the pictures do the talking shall we .
click on the picture to get a bigger view :D
Okey . so yahh , this is all i can survive in a lifeless conversation like this .
sorry to dissapoint . HAHA!
p/s : those spaces are akward silences . tsk tsk*
currently listening to;
billionaire ♥
Thursday, May 27, 2010
over
well midterm's are officially over :>
and now i have to wait for my results.
thats crap. =/
so yahh :)
and now i have to wait for my results.
thats crap. =/
so yahh :)
Monday, May 3, 2010
fourteen ♥
haha well i'm officially 14 :) YAY WHEEEPIEEE WHOOO AHAHAHA !
got wishes from everybody :D
it was after club meeting in the morning , went to canteen to catch a drink . sat down and suddenly everybody in the canteen started singing the "birthday song". I gotta say i was sorta shock! Ahaha . andandand , cakes ♥
The cake . thankyou farah .
got teddy from mazni nd nabilah , wallet from HER , fluffy from nurinn ... Thanks guys :)
had classes as usual. teman waniey nd the rest during recess . passed by Tinieeeeeeeeee nd deq'a , they're awsome . they were shouting HAPPY BIRTHDAY at the hockey field , haha . you guys are crazy and ILYGSDFM ♥
awsome day , thanks you guys . I LOVE YOU GUYS :)
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Saturday, April 24, 2010
vanilla twilight ♥
The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'll send a postcard to you, dear
Cause I wish you were here
I'll watch the night turn light blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly
I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist deep in thought because when
I think of you
I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so aloneI don't feel so alone
As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
(Tonight, tonight, tonight...)
I'll think of you tonight
When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh if my voice could reachback through the past
I'd whisper in your ear:
"Oh darling I wish you were here"
omg omg , ILTSDFM . ♥
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'll send a postcard to you, dear
Cause I wish you were here
I'll watch the night turn light blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly
I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist deep in thought because when
I think of you
I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so aloneI don't feel so alone
As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
(Tonight, tonight, tonight...)
I'll think of you tonight
When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh if my voice could reachback through the past
I'd whisper in your ear:
"Oh darling I wish you were here"
omg omg , ILTSDFM . ♥
Sunday, April 18, 2010
omfg*
omg omg , people . i hvn't been updating my poor bloggy here for ages . grr , grr ,
how could you, Joey . thankyou nicki , i'm updating it NOW . -eyerolls- bahahaha , couldn't blame it ALL on me , i mean . when you're locked down in a house which makes no diff staying in a hostel , ergh. it pissed you off big time . and by that , i mean no fone on weekdays . no facebooking on weekdays . ishh , desperate much ?
dealing with nags nags nd more nags . -tearing my face- there's just so much to sayyyyyy , nd just so little time . i will try my best to update more often . teeheee . i'm catching a bus back to ipoh later at 4 . mum's bz , dad's bz . wattodo ? :(
oh ya , i got my new converse , credits for mum who thinks it's gorgeous . bohoo for dad who thinks it's 'china stuff' . sigh . life's gonna go back to usual scadule in ipoh . if you know how being in a jail feels like , then you know how i feel . plus , i did smthg really wrong . nd now i have no freaking idea how to deal with it . i'm on a risky stage of staying as a prefect next year . SIGH . whad's next ? i could barely think .
how could you, Joey . thankyou nicki , i'm updating it NOW . -eyerolls- bahahaha , couldn't blame it ALL on me , i mean . when you're locked down in a house which makes no diff staying in a hostel , ergh. it pissed you off big time . and by that , i mean no fone on weekdays . no facebooking on weekdays . ishh , desperate much ?
dealing with nags nags nd more nags . -tearing my face- there's just so much to sayyyyyy , nd just so little time . i will try my best to update more often . teeheee . i'm catching a bus back to ipoh later at 4 . mum's bz , dad's bz . wattodo ? :(
oh ya , i got my new converse , credits for mum who thinks it's gorgeous . bohoo for dad who thinks it's 'china stuff' . sigh . life's gonna go back to usual scadule in ipoh . if you know how being in a jail feels like , then you know how i feel . plus , i did smthg really wrong . nd now i have no freaking idea how to deal with it . i'm on a risky stage of staying as a prefect next year . SIGH . whad's next ? i could barely think .
Saturday, February 13, 2010
hometown.
woke up toons early this morning. sigh. after washing-up, went straight nd on9. was actually partly sticked to the computer. aww how i missed my computer :D den den kene marah. fineeeeeee. went downstairs and had b'fast. rushed up and pack-up balik kampong! it wasn't exactly wad i call a SMOOTH-JOURNEY. feel like puking the whole while. suddenly, fone rang. chiu text me. text text text nd text, mak aih credit overload. mampos pegy--' [miera influenced]. after four hours of bumper-to-bumper JAM LIKE MAD, akhirnya reach destination. *phew. after that, hopped onto bed nd z-z-z. got pulled outta bed after a few hours. oh c'mon! sigh. gotta help get ready for dinner. den on9 balik. chat2 with my god-sis on msn. weeeeeeee! miss her so much. hee. crap nd bond mcm mcm then go mandi, nd i'm now on the computer crapping it out, wat so ever to u guys. the end. ! ;)
p/s: found out that today was b-o-r-i-n-g. sigh.
signing out :)
p/s: found out that today was b-o-r-i-n-g. sigh.
signing out :)
Saturday, January 23, 2010
cross-country day.
woke up a lil late this morning, got nagged by my uncle. blah blah blah. pulled a face over it.
-not a morning person- sticked the toothbrush into my mouth thinking... ... omg. omg.
it's cross-country? can't believe i almost forgotten. -blurr- grabbed a cup of milk and a piece of bread. hopped on the car and off we go! owh, how excited i was. ;) okayy, so after the students dilly-dallying 'masuk barisan' *i noe, i noe, it's a prefect thing. -pulling a face-
we went to the hockey field for warm up. andandand, there's one step where you'd like.. hug urself? aww, how adorable. x)) haha.. den suddenly, -outta nowhere- heard someone crying. looked back -curious- saw amira crying.. omg, her eyes were all redish. aww, cheer up!
it's cross-country babe. XD didn't bother to find out what was happening though. -not in a busybody mood- then then, yasmin sneaked into her pocket and wooo.. chocolates. WEEEEE! ^.^ so yeah. after the adorable warm up, -giggles- went over to the starting point.
squeezed like mad. andandand, from the crowd and all i saw peiyee babe! she came back.. waved at her, aww! she's so sweet.. haha! at first, we ran like in ... rows .. haha.
s.u - mierana - me - putri - yas yas - mawar
then later seperated lar, can't run like that lor.. haha. left me and yas yas at the back.. -didn't plan to run anyways- other's were like so.. fired up? LOL. how bout' the whole process? nyehh, too embarancing. hoho. -fast forward- finally owh finally, reached dataran and err.. everyone were blabbing about how painful their legs were., when my legs are not pain also? ugh. ppl and their problem.. hehex. but my stomach was definitely NOT feeling good. -ouch-
yas and i went to grab some water. waited for HER to reach, another bottle for HER. rushed to HER the moment she reached. gave HER the bottle. then she just grabbed it and .. err.. buat xtau? *sigh. whateverrrrr.
Hang with some of the form 1 av gang in the canteen. man. our shoes were so slippery. we were like goofing around about it. goofed all the way outta canteen. -immature XD-
had toons of fun :)
no pictures since i'm not sure if i'm allowed to bring my cam -sad-
*ended my day in school with an icy cold ICE- CREAMMM ♥
Jo.Y here. Signing off.
-not a morning person- sticked the toothbrush into my mouth thinking... ... omg. omg.
it's cross-country? can't believe i almost forgotten. -blurr- grabbed a cup of milk and a piece of bread. hopped on the car and off we go! owh, how excited i was. ;) okayy, so after the students dilly-dallying 'masuk barisan' *i noe, i noe, it's a prefect thing. -pulling a face-
we went to the hockey field for warm up. andandand, there's one step where you'd like.. hug urself? aww, how adorable. x)) haha.. den suddenly, -outta nowhere- heard someone crying. looked back -curious- saw amira crying.. omg, her eyes were all redish. aww, cheer up!
it's cross-country babe. XD didn't bother to find out what was happening though. -not in a busybody mood- then then, yasmin sneaked into her pocket and wooo.. chocolates. WEEEEE! ^.^ so yeah. after the adorable warm up, -giggles- went over to the starting point.
squeezed like mad. andandand, from the crowd and all i saw peiyee babe! she came back.. waved at her, aww! she's so sweet.. haha! at first, we ran like in ... rows .. haha.
s.u - mierana - me - putri - yas yas - mawar
then later seperated lar, can't run like that lor.. haha. left me and yas yas at the back.. -didn't plan to run anyways- other's were like so.. fired up? LOL. how bout' the whole process? nyehh, too embarancing. hoho. -fast forward- finally owh finally, reached dataran and err.. everyone were blabbing about how painful their legs were., when my legs are not pain also? ugh. ppl and their problem.. hehex. but my stomach was definitely NOT feeling good. -ouch-
yas and i went to grab some water. waited for HER to reach, another bottle for HER. rushed to HER the moment she reached. gave HER the bottle. then she just grabbed it and .. err.. buat xtau? *sigh. whateverrrrr.
Hang with some of the form 1 av gang in the canteen. man. our shoes were so slippery. we were like goofing around about it. goofed all the way outta canteen. -immature XD-
had toons of fun :)
no pictures since i'm not sure if i'm allowed to bring my cam -sad-
*ended my day in school with an icy cold ICE- CREAMMM ♥
Jo.Y here. Signing off.
Thursday, December 31, 2009
2009.
I love and hate my life.. funny huh?! Mayb or mabe not.
This year,i get to noe bout my new school better and found out that
RPS doesn't really,WELL... sucks! (: I even got great friends
andandandand I also got myself an awesome friend! She's nice and we really go along real fast.
It had been a few months and we're friends like we knew each other since the day we're born (maybe not till that stage larr) hee... plus, I’ve even found my’ long-lost-twin-sister’. Haha! I mean, we hv so much in common.except that she’s one year elder than me. we crap and bond a lot with each other. I love my friends,they're cool. Ohh ohh.. I even got myself a few personal english teachers in my school and thanks to them I’m improving from a chinese-mix-english to a english-and nothing but-english. I finally get rid of de 'yar-loh', 'mah', and etc from my english dictionary.(but im still keeping 'larr' for myself) CHEERS for such success!! :P sadly, my Cantonese is still worst than ever. Owh well. Heeee. !drama fest tis year was a total pffffffffft. ! but we got first placing during the merdeka-marching-thingy. CHEERS again. heeeeee. I’m gonna miss projek warga times awww :( ryte ryte? *sigh. This has been a year full of ups nd downs. Challenging yet full of excitement. Haha. Secara ringkas [chewah.], this was quite of a year! Starting from next year, we’re gonna naik pangkat. waaa… haha! Hate to admit that we’re no longer juniors but seniors. Responsibilities. Ergh! That’s all..
Bye thirteen. ! xD .. nd hello teen-owh-fourteen! ^.^
This year,i get to noe bout my new school better and found out that
RPS doesn't really,WELL... sucks! (: I even got great friends
andandandand I also got myself an awesome friend! She's nice and we really go along real fast.
It had been a few months and we're friends like we knew each other since the day we're born (maybe not till that stage larr) hee... plus, I’ve even found my’ long-lost-twin-sister’. Haha! I mean, we hv so much in common.except that she’s one year elder than me. we crap and bond a lot with each other. I love my friends,they're cool. Ohh ohh.. I even got myself a few personal english teachers in my school and thanks to them I’m improving from a chinese-mix-english to a english-and nothing but-english. I finally get rid of de 'yar-loh', 'mah', and etc from my english dictionary.(but im still keeping 'larr' for myself) CHEERS for such success!! :P sadly, my Cantonese is still worst than ever. Owh well. Heeee. !drama fest tis year was a total pffffffffft. ! but we got first placing during the merdeka-marching-thingy. CHEERS again. heeeeee. I’m gonna miss projek warga times awww :( ryte ryte? *sigh. This has been a year full of ups nd downs. Challenging yet full of excitement. Haha. Secara ringkas [chewah.], this was quite of a year! Starting from next year, we’re gonna naik pangkat. waaa… haha! Hate to admit that we’re no longer juniors but seniors. Responsibilities. Ergh! That’s all..
Bye thirteen. ! xD .. nd hello teen-owh-fourteen! ^.^
Monday, December 14, 2009
Life's too short. Eat Up (:
Brunch @ Jogoya, Yum! mum's feeling generous today, so EAT UP! *wink*
The food was fantastic and I was startled by the IMMENSE selection :
who could possibly resist the fabu-sushi ?
7up + mango fruit punch *sizzling =)*
my first serving! =) --bon appetit-- 
cold noodles
Okay fineeee. i did NOT eat that! i'm not all that a CHEESE person, just posted this for u CHEESE-LOVERS .. behold ! -buahahaha- 
You didn't think I was gonna eat so little, did you?
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-- DESSERT TIME ! xDDD --
My fav part! :D -- Yeepee --
Chocolate coated EVERYTHING --muahahahah-- ! =)
AND AND AND ...
End of post. signing off =)
Monday, November 30, 2009
Life goes On ..
Today, I found out that having to cry when u're lying down would just make ur tears go back into ur eyes which will then make you panic and rub ur eyes hardly causing you to have " an-eye-sore" for the whole day..
*sigh*
that's not really the point though .. I'm bored and lonely but then living beyond these four walls without any physical contact from the outside world kinda does that to you. I've been sorta locked down at home since Monday. Mostly behind screens. Either TV or computer. Finished watching all 24 episodes of S.A. on animeshippuuden this afternoon .. *phew* Bored with Facebook. Agreed with Nicki about facebook chat.. SUCKS! lag-ing like crazy. Took me ten minutes just to send a simple " hi " ... * ugh * I took many Social Interviews and Friends Exposed, stupid questions. Keeps me entertainted though. *** I even checked my Friendster account. It's been ages since I've done that. Deleted all the people I don't know. Chatting on MSN and Facebook are the only contact outside for now. Took Grace's advice and go for ecyclopedia. Like who the heck has so much time to go through that piece-a junk? ahaha. Can't tahan anymore longer and smacked the book right into my face .. ergh, ! :)I want to get outta the house!! Just wished that i could get a driver someday
**day-dreaming**
I've reached a point where I would lock myself in the room torturing my guitar -muahaha- What's for dinner? Esh, cold potatoe chicken and mixed up vege. Yuck huh? thought so. Stired my dishes a few times, pushed it away and claimed that i'm full. No dinner. Drinking tons of water though. Hopefully it compensates.
OMG Time to get a life.Erm catch some Z's first la. Firee up tomorrow.I know what I wanna do tomorrow. WOHOO,! :) .. Yeah rite! Naoki is SOOOO not cute, ! XD Bohoo.. @____@ okay lame. NITE !
*sigh*
that's not really the point though .. I'm bored and lonely but then living beyond these four walls without any physical contact from the outside world kinda does that to you. I've been sorta locked down at home since Monday. Mostly behind screens. Either TV or computer. Finished watching all 24 episodes of S.A. on animeshippuuden this afternoon .. *phew* Bored with Facebook. Agreed with Nicki about facebook chat.. SUCKS! lag-ing like crazy. Took me ten minutes just to send a simple " hi " ... * ugh * I took many Social Interviews and Friends Exposed, stupid questions. Keeps me entertainted though. *** I even checked my Friendster account. It's been ages since I've done that. Deleted all the people I don't know. Chatting on MSN and Facebook are the only contact outside for now. Took Grace's advice and go for ecyclopedia. Like who the heck has so much time to go through that piece-a junk? ahaha. Can't tahan anymore longer and smacked the book right into my face .. ergh, ! :)I want to get outta the house!! Just wished that i could get a driver someday
**day-dreaming**
I've reached a point where I would lock myself in the room torturing my guitar -muahaha- What's for dinner? Esh, cold potatoe chicken and mixed up vege. Yuck huh? thought so. Stired my dishes a few times, pushed it away and claimed that i'm full. No dinner. Drinking tons of water though. Hopefully it compensates.
OMG Time to get a life.Erm catch some Z's first la. Firee up tomorrow.I know what I wanna do tomorrow. WOHOO,! :) .. Yeah rite! Naoki is SOOOO not cute, ! XD Bohoo.. @____@ okay lame. NITE !
Sunday, October 25, 2009
- Warga Presentation Comp '09 - PART 2
- October 23 -
Next day, woke up 5.30am in da' morning.. the praying sound was so loud, even my alarm clock oso kalah .. den wash up and headed for breakfast .. AND AGAIN, for some reasons .. we were hving the same type of noodles tat we had for dinner da' day b4 this ... it's like dinner on breakfast ... or breakfast on dinner .. doesn't make any difference ... i mean, don't they hv any other BETTER things to serve .. .. LOL!
after breakfast, we headed to the auditorium for the competition .. we were half exicited and MOSTLY nervous .. while we were waitting outside the auditorium, we were making "point-sticks" .. ours shaped like magical-wand .. Amira was playing with it, casting spells on other school students ... changing them in to "LOSERS" .. lol ..
we later on went into the auditorium waiting for "Cik Ton" to register us in ... while we were waiting.. most of the schools were actually like eying on us .. coz' most of da' schools are all agama school students .. which made them think that they learnt more "MORAL" compare to us ... yeah rite ... ! :)
when we were in the auditorium, i was free from Jachinta and we were chit-chatting like crazy ... the Em-c den started to great .. for once, i really admire the Em-c's english SOOOO MUCH .. when she announce the other school names to conferm their attendence .. we were laughing like madness coz' some of the school names were like MAJORLY WEIRDsake !!
The competition soon started.. The first few schools gave us BIG shocks ... i mean, imagine most boy students acting all gayish ... major goosebumps striks us like crazy .. they were like : " tat's so disgusting .. " in a wacko tune .. Errrrrrr ...
Anyway, we did sorta great .. just little mistakes and stagefrights tat NORMAL PEOPLE do get in ... but .. well ... we didn't quite stayed for the finals .. can't believe we lost to GAYs .. not to be plain mean .. but still ... xD
Saturday, October 24, 2009
- Warga Presentation Comp '09 - PART 1
it's been a long time since i last blog ..
was sorta busy preparing for THE EXAM .. [the stress was no joke man!]
anyway, last week .. we went to Tanjung Malim for a presentation among all Perak secondary schools ..
- October 22 -
After the six whole damn months of preparation .. we're all off to do some butt-kicking-business .. Started our journey right after school .. had quite a lot of fun in the bus.. We watched "anakonda" .. the blood-spraying-scenes scared the life outta me ... when the movie was about to start, grace came and sat beside me.. we were bonding like madness .. we were sorta talking about " chanel no.5 " .. haha .. [ chiu nie dun terasa k ..] ..
after that, we were really expecting a proper dinner in a proper restaurant .. INSTEAD, we were having packs of noodles in UPSI itself man .. the dissapointment was a major one .. while we were hving our break, we were all teasing chiu nie, forcing her to "chanel her food in" .. i was still chatting with grace.. suddenly, Jachinta was shouting " GRACE YAP !!!! " .. den they started whispering .. and all ... crystal tears came falling of my cheeks.. it's like i can sense tat she was talking bad about me .. like maybe " wat the hell do u think u're doing" or maybe "stay away from her" ... ... oh ya, did i mention tat Jachinta, for some reasons can't bare to even LOOK at me .. and since now i'm like hanging with her friends.. she's going all jealousies ... God, not that i'm trying to rampas her friends or anything ...
later on, we were sharing rooms with some university students .. speaking about the room.. let me tell u tat two person squeezing in a single bed seriously doesn't feel good .... ... AT ALL !! with my friend's SLEEPING-PATTERN .. i just slept for like less than four hours man!! .. Plus, the cold water in the bathroom almost made me freeze-to-death .. suddenly, i learnt to appreciate my heater bck at home ..
TO BE CONTINUED .. ..
was sorta busy preparing for THE EXAM .. [the stress was no joke man!]
anyway, last week .. we went to Tanjung Malim for a presentation among all Perak secondary schools ..
- October 22 -
After the six whole damn months of preparation .. we're all off to do some butt-kicking-business .. Started our journey right after school .. had quite a lot of fun in the bus.. We watched "anakonda" .. the blood-spraying-scenes scared the life outta me ... when the movie was about to start, grace came and sat beside me.. we were bonding like madness .. we were sorta talking about " chanel no.5 " .. haha .. [ chiu nie dun terasa k ..] ..
after that, we were really expecting a proper dinner in a proper restaurant .. INSTEAD, we were having packs of noodles in UPSI itself man .. the dissapointment was a major one .. while we were hving our break, we were all teasing chiu nie, forcing her to "chanel her food in" .. i was still chatting with grace.. suddenly, Jachinta was shouting " GRACE YAP !!!! " .. den they started whispering .. and all ... crystal tears came falling of my cheeks.. it's like i can sense tat she was talking bad about me .. like maybe " wat the hell do u think u're doing" or maybe "stay away from her" ... ... oh ya, did i mention tat Jachinta, for some reasons can't bare to even LOOK at me .. and since now i'm like hanging with her friends.. she's going all jealousies ... God, not that i'm trying to rampas her friends or anything ...
later on, we were sharing rooms with some university students .. speaking about the room.. let me tell u tat two person squeezing in a single bed seriously doesn't feel good .... ... AT ALL !! with my friend's SLEEPING-PATTERN .. i just slept for like less than four hours man!! .. Plus, the cold water in the bathroom almost made me freeze-to-death .. suddenly, i learnt to appreciate my heater bck at home ..
TO BE CONTINUED .. ..
Monday, August 24, 2009
time waster ..
Saturday, August 15, 2009
05: 20 p.m.
In an international computer center ..
an announcement was made :
" Attention to all students, please be at the main counter now for a preview of a program we're launching on September 29, 2009 "
A boy in red and black strip T-shirt..
long army pants ..
red and white shoes ..
walked out of sagitarious room ..
in the crowd ..
while the principle was explaining the program ..
the girl just wasn't consentrating ..
for some reasons ..
the girl kept eying on that boy every 10 seconds ..
and every single time she looked at him ..
he'll either look at the ground ..
or look at the screen ..
is like he's trying to hide something ..
after the preview ..
everyone was told to continue their lessons ..
with all the little kids running around ..
pushing each other ..
the girl and the boy bang into each other ..
and with no doubt ..
they both said sorry ..
and rushed bck into class ..
after class ..
the girl was sitting in the center waiting for her parents 2 fetch her back ..
same as to the boy ..
he was waiting for his parents outside the center ..
when he called for his brother ..
the girl looked outside ..
the boy quickly hide behind the door ..
the girl then felt that the boy was shy ..
she smiled ..
the girl soon found out that she had a huge crush on the boy ..
but she doesn't even know his name ..
or worse .. his age ..
she's dare not to even talk to him ..
b'coz she is afraid of rejections ...
Should this girl be scolded coz she's a fool who thinks too much when maybe the boy didn't even notice her ???
is she wasting her time waiting for something that is impossible to happen ??
05: 20 p.m.
In an international computer center ..
an announcement was made :
" Attention to all students, please be at the main counter now for a preview of a program we're launching on September 29, 2009 "
A boy in red and black strip T-shirt..
long army pants ..
red and white shoes ..
walked out of sagitarious room ..
in the crowd ..
while the principle was explaining the program ..
the girl just wasn't consentrating ..
for some reasons ..
the girl kept eying on that boy every 10 seconds ..
and every single time she looked at him ..
he'll either look at the ground ..
or look at the screen ..
is like he's trying to hide something ..
after the preview ..
everyone was told to continue their lessons ..
with all the little kids running around ..
pushing each other ..
the girl and the boy bang into each other ..
and with no doubt ..
they both said sorry ..
and rushed bck into class ..
after class ..
the girl was sitting in the center waiting for her parents 2 fetch her back ..
same as to the boy ..
he was waiting for his parents outside the center ..
when he called for his brother ..
the girl looked outside ..
the boy quickly hide behind the door ..
the girl then felt that the boy was shy ..
she smiled ..
the girl soon found out that she had a huge crush on the boy ..
but she doesn't even know his name ..
or worse .. his age ..
she's dare not to even talk to him ..
b'coz she is afraid of rejections ...
Should this girl be scolded coz she's a fool who thinks too much when maybe the boy didn't even notice her ???
is she wasting her time waiting for something that is impossible to happen ??
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